記錄．沒有原因的所以

I think what I need for happiness is very simple. 

Just an ordinary day like today. Wake up with you, be accompanied with you. Take a break with you. Get a smile from you. Be excited with you. Say good nite to you. 

Be fully appreciated for what I have. Maybe that's the key for keep myslef happy and positive. 

Hold with my pace, I might not be successful in short term, cuz sweetness takes time to distil. But all the efforts will pay back in the end. You need to believe. 

Lost in the ocean.

There's one girl send me message on Linkedin said that I am so good that she admires me a lot.

The truth is , I was a losing shit in America. 

I try to think it in a positive way, that the chance to search for myself.

By how a losting one be positive. 

顯然還是不懂我在說什麼

動仔說 如果什麼都要自己說出來去要求 

那感覺就不對啦

究竟是遲頓 還是沒有花心思呢？

所謂的關心 只是想要被在乎的存在感吧

究竟我的存在和其他人存在的差別是什麼？

彼此在對方心中的Priority 該怎麼比較 又該怎麼平衡

我從沒有相信感情裡該有誰比較愛誰 而只是每一個人詮釋愛的方式不一樣

愛情的Priority放比較後面 不代表不愛

愛情的priority放太前面 也可能變成太在乎愛

但愛的受體畢竟是彼此 怎麼樣的愛情定位 怎麼樣的計畫與優先次序

可以不需要同步 但至少必需有個共識 或理解

不然也許只會變成如今 一同相處這麼久，卻仍要兩人互相猜測試探捉摸